JADE Goody revealed yesterday how she went through hell in rehab, telling pals: "It was worse than Big Brother."
The race-row star, 25, was meant to spend WEEKS in the famous Priory clinic but checked out on Friday after just five days.
She admitted to friends she couldn't cope with the group therapy sessions—and was terrified one of the other patients would blab her innermost secrets to the outside world.
The mum of two, who is suffering from severe depression, insomnia and shock, is now holed up in Norfolk in a luxury home belonging to her boyfriend Jack Tweed's uncle.
She has agreed to carry on with her private consultations at the south-west London clinic but only as a day patient.
A pal told the News of the World last night: "Jade hated it there. She said, ‘This is worse than Big Brother, I'm going through hell.'
"She knew she badly needed help and the doctors were brilliant but she couldn't stand the regime.
"And she didn't like being confined so soon after leaving Big Brother. She kept saying, ‘I need space, I need space.'
"The biggest problem was the group sessions. She felt very uncomfortable talking about her feelings with strangers.
"After the second one she said, ‘This is doing my head in—I can't do it any more. I hate telling everyone what is ****ing me up.'She was utterly bewildered by what was going on. She was saying,‘ I feel like a complete nutcase'."
Clinic doctors prescribed her anti-depressants and sleeping pills after she told them she was feeling very low.
She now plans to have two or three consultations a week at the unit in Roehampton, southy-west London, which has also treated Gail Porter, Kate Moss, Paul Gascoigne and Big Brother transsexual Nadia Almada.
But Jade also faces a grilling by cops probing Celebrity Big Brother. They are deciding if anyone should be prosecuted for alleged racism.
Channel 4 viewers were horrified when Jade and her fellow housemates Danielle Lloyd and Jo O'Meara laid into Bollywood star Shilpa Shetty. Jade called her "Shilpa Poppadom", and Danielle told her to "f*** off home".
Apologetic Danielle spoke to police voluntarily last week over claims about racist remarks.
Jade hugged Shilpa and said sorry before leaving the show. She also apologised in an emotional interview with News of the World — and is planning to go to India on a peace mission.
But her pal said Jade's priorities now are to be with sons Bobby, three, and two-year-old Freddy—and to repair her relationship with Jack, 19. The family were seen yesterday at his uncle's estate near Watton.
The source said: "Jack was stuck in the house when she was going through hell on the outside. That seems to have driven a wedge between them.
"They haven't split up but she felt let down by him.
"Jade will definitely go to India but she's just not ready at the moment."
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